im not one to sleep too late, or to sleep in later than nine. and this is the reason why.
im in love with ARTHUR.
the show that we all grow up with. i wake up everyday, and when i dont have class at nine in the morning. i will tune in to arthur. TVO KIDS 8:30. seriously.
the old episodes are always good, but the new ones are amazing too. they have so many more new episodes they are amazing.
i dont think ARTHUR will ever grow old.
*oh to be a kid again.
Dilemma #1:
i have an hmv giftcard…
want: proposal dvd, UP dvd, priscilla renea CD, GLEE soundtrack, BIG BANG THEORY any season.
Priscilla Renea is BOMB.
seriously.
sigh so many to choose from. which one do i want the most
Dilemma #2:
do i shovel the snow? or let my students trip and fall?
hmmm. laziness consumes me.
in post exam mood for the next two days.
my friends are amazing. seriously. this includes. matt, steph, wendy, jenn, lauren, daniella, katie, kristin, becca. in no particular order. they all happened to make me smile today : ) in one weird way or another. and of course, all the other ones, who make me smile all the other days. yes helaine kee. you are included.
the exam today could have gone better. but then again they can always go better. it feels good to have a week to study for the next exam.
catching up on tv feels good. one tree hill has never been better. CLAY <3. gossip girls, how i met your mother, glee, big bang theory, greys anatomy (over :[ ). yeah, its been decided, i watch too much tv.
my close friend wendy got me amazing mitts for christmas <3. i love her. sharing a subway sandwich, watching desperate housewives and just catching up. i love this kid <3
it was the answer that i wanted. the words i wanted to hear. i couldnt let another friendship just… go. but actions speak louder than words. but then again, who am i to say anything.
GLEE = AMAZING. love it. love it. love it. love it. LOVE IT.
blue like jazz = amazing. seriously read it.
dear friend, i have recently realized that i can be my complete self around you. and it is SO weird to me. i realize that when im in a bad mood, well i dont treat you very well, and when im in a good mood, well you are on the receiving end of that too. but you are willing to take all of my crap. the good and the bad. which is what surprises me the most. you are one of the few people i can talk to about ANYTHING. and it blows my mind, because you are always making me laugh, and when you arent, you are pissing me off. anyways after all of this i just want to say thanks. cause you have been such an amazing friend, and i cant say the same.
Thanks friend.
i was just going to post it. but you got to it first. LOL. sooo cute. i nearly died.
I am totally conditioning my kids to do this. Now taking requests to babysit.
to not be here right now studying for an exam that i have no confidence in
to go back in time, rewind, and replay the memories that i cherish so deeply
to have you realize how much you mean to me
to figure out what exactly went wrong, and how i can fix it
to learn from my mistakes, and to not make the same ones, over and over again
to look at you and not be filled with sadness and anger.
to talk to you again, and laugh, and smile like we used to.
to have confidence in myself, and believe in my own abilties
to learn to love God.
to walk in the rain, careless, worrisome and free
to have all the time in the world, when i feel like the day isnt long enough
to take away any hurtful words, unkind phrases, or cruel jokes that i’ve made
to have you want to talk to me again, and renew the friendship
to be free of fear, not scared, but brave
to feel like i can conquer anything
to move on in life when it feels like i am stuck with no where to go
to trust and have faith, that God has a plan for me and he knows what to do
to smile, love, laugh, live, like there is no pain, or hatred in the world.
oh what i would give…
— Sandra <3.
i have been listening to this video non stop.
lets not forget .. NOT STUDYING as well
AFJKADLFJADLFJKLFJAKLFJDKALFJADLFJAD:FJ
friendship. while chatting on msn in the library, helaine kee decides that she needs to go take a crap.
she was afraid of leaving her computer unattended. so this is what we decided. i would be on webcam, and if anyone tried to take her computer, i would take a screenshot of it…
so we signed onto skype. and thus, this picture. i was practising… just in case HAHA.
safe to say that i was left starring at the wall… good thing she is quick and nobody took her computer.
for my psychology exam tomorrow, and my math exam the day after.
my mom decides to hire the piano tuner today.
for those who dont know, the piano tuner just BANGS ON THE PIANO, while changing it so that they are all in tune with each other…
there are alot of freaking keys on a piano. GRRRRRRRR
also my father enters my room:
Father: sandra, can you fix my mp3 player?
Sandra: now?
Father: when you have time…
Sandra: did you just fart in my room?
Father: yeah. sorry.
Sandra: YOU COULDN’T HOLD IT?
*sigh. parents are distracting.
Je ne peux pas respirer. J’ai fait quelque chose aujourd’hui, que je ne suis pas faire souvent. Je te parle pour le première temps depuis nous nous avons discutés, mais tu n’as pas répondu. Aussi pardonnez-moi, mon français est horrible. Mais je veux dire quelque chose dans une langue que tu ne peux pas comprendre… j’espère. Tu me manques. Tu me manques terriblement. Avec toi, je peux rire quand je ne veux pas rire. Avec toi, je peux sourire quand je ne veux pas sourire. Avec toi, je suis heureuse. Je t’aime comme un ami, je t’adore comme un ami, rien plus, rien moins. C’est toute. je ne suis pas désolé, en fait, je suis contente que je t’ai dit tout mes pensées. Mais est-ce que tu t’en moque? L’amitié entre nous est inestimable à mon avis. Est-ce que nous pouvons être des amis pour un dernier temps? Est-ce que nous pouvons rire, sourire, et adorer comme le passé? S’il vous plait?
— ton “meilleure amie pour toujours” Sandra.
… to be surrounded by amazing people
i had the most amazing birthday yesterday
from the text messages, to people calling me, emailing me, writing me poems, hanging out with me all day, praying with me, and putting up with me for well nineteen years. i feel old, only one more year until twenty.
the blind side = an amazing movie, i recommend this movie to everybody. something about this movie, it is deep and in some way profound, it is absolutely hilarious, and it is based on a true story.
my friends = amazing. from shopping for ridiculous things at dollarama, eating at mandarin, roadtripping to dundas (the town) again, singing tunes loudly in the car, laughing until we cant laugh anymore, taking ridonculous pictures with purple, pink and blue hair. putting sparkles on our eyes, and re-sewing legwarmers, eating left over cake, crazy driving, merging our faces together to make future babies, sleeping over, talking until the day is over, the thought of surprising me at my house on my birthday, telling me i look weird when i feel like i am perfectly normal. Everything about yesterday was amazing.
i love you guys to death for being able to celebrate with me: jennifer elmy, katie penrice, kristin smith, wendy mendillo <3
and of course my mains: helaine kee, hiroko m, pearl chung, wynter liu, jaclyn kuo: for years past, and for many to come. i love you guys. and to everyone else that i have missed.
